I gave away something that I couldnt afford to give away
Mad at myself cause I did it again
I dont know how to be friends
There is no happy medium
Its strictly black and white
When my feelings are hurt Im color blind
I let you in ......
Mad at myself cause I did it again
Where you see a simple blue sky
I see rainbows and fireflies
What I hear and what you say are not on the same wave
I tried to be brave and try to understand
Its hard damnit man
I see I will be a lonely old woman with a house full of cats and COGIC hats
Mad at myself cause I did it again
So use to feeling pain and I think that shit keeps me sane
I dont know the reason why you came
No one is really to blame but my heart is in flames
Ashes to Ashes Dust to Dust
Mad at myself cause I did it again
I realize there will be no “us” ~SJ
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