Because of You

Are we still an effective team?
I miss you
I love you
I want to see you
To touch you
To hold you
To feel you
I want to be close to you
I long for you
I want to cry but I shouldn't have tears for you
The pain is still fresh and very new
I want to recover whats left but I dont have a clue
Silence is what Im made of
Rejection is what Im afraid of
Those words still cut and I cant find the glue
Im not over you
My heart is a beacon of light just for you
I cant sleep at night thinking about you
It was real to me but maybe counterfeit to you
I have no one to catch my fall
I hurt myself giving you all of me now I have to make due ~SJ

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