Words have meaning
In arguments they can be demeaning
Words hurt
I was cruel
You cant take them back isnt that the rule
They made me look hypocritical
Its so difficult to apologize even though it would be wise
Despised by my actions but loved for the person that I am
When you laid eyes on me I knew I wasnt the person you wanted me to be
Time made things easy
I revealed my secrets so freely
You made me feel beautiful
Being with you was fruitful
Beneficial to my soul
The words you sowed into my brokenness
Afraid, I must confess
Unaware how much you really cared
Did you know that you added so much inspiration to my life
You accepted my downfalls when the world tried to make a mockery of me
I never felt so safe but I was so fixated on how long this luxury would last
What I thought was my future at the present is now my past
It all happened so fast
So furious that I failed
I failed you and I failed myself
What was suppose to be a wonderful experience has now become distant and limited
Cold and frigid
The sun went down on our wrath
Yet the moon still gives as sense of hope
Im still trying to cope
Im still waiting
Inside Im hating the circumstances but what can I do?
Its not my place to chase what you desire to be erased
But if I still hold that place in your heart
The place that allowed freedom and magic
The one designated for you and I
Then lets go there....thats if you still care ~SJ
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